- Mouse issue still not over. Found new mouse poops Friday evening when I scrubbed clean my desk before the weekend. My supervisor is upset that I have to clean the mouse poops myself. My boss keeps mentioning Hantavirus. I just want this bad dream to end (I'm even dreaming about mice now, away from work. WTF?)
- Haven't seen D lately, and stopped taking the bus to avoid his friends. I now get home a few minutes later and take the train instead. I wouldn't mind running into D, but it's more awkward with his friends.
- Going out tonight with the girlies, so that should be fun. I'm trying to flirt with cute boys I see, just to have a good time and to ensure I've still got "it". I'm excited to get back out there, but still anxious since I know any dates would be rebounds. I know I need to let emotions and what-not run their course, but I don't like being patient.
- Was feeling "meh" this morning, then felt better as I ran errands with my parents and spent too much (but a needed amount) of money. THEN my mom and I saw a Valentine's Day aisle, and I said I wasn't ready to look at that, and she said, "Oh, you're coming up on the one year anniversary aren't you?" CUE THE TEARS. (January 31st, my friends. I even procured a gift card ahead of time to a fancy-shmancy restaurant for the occasion I now won't be celebrating. FML.)
-Folly
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